Love to hate

A couple things I hate:

I hate when I get my statement in the bank, and I doublecheck with my checkbook, and it's wrong. I just had to go back and re-balance the entire thing starting at August 1. I came out with the amount on the sheet, but still, it was wrong when I looked at it the first time.

I hate having a headache. I have one. Had one pretty much all night. I'm scared I'm gonna get a brain aneurysm like my aunt. She had a headache before she dropped dead.

I hate how my stomach feels everyday and how I'm sick almost every day. I mean like the shits sick, even when I don't eat, I'm sick. I think there's something wrong with me.

I hate that I'm paying almost 100 bucks this month for cable. Charter, those fucks, they did a nice 30 dollar jump on me. I'll get to the bottom of it sooner or later.

I hate not getting to bed until after 1 am. Then, I fall asleep at my desk at work. One of those half sleep/half awake things. I can still hear my boss coming and wake up real quick.

I hate that my school is roughly 2x the size of my high school and is about 5x as small as Mizzou. I feel clausterphobic there. And there's no food court either. Blah!

I hate that I cannot whiten my teeth for the life of me.

Now, things I love.

I love the fact that my car isn't making that funny jerking motion that it has been. Who knew that all I had to do was switch to a higher grade of gas. 89 octane, yeah baby. (Thanks to James for the tip). Also, it's not up to almost 300 rpms, it's at about 200, as it should be.

I love the fact that my mom's better.

I love it that I can come home to peace and quiet.

I love that my computer isn't as broken as it has been recently. Stuff is running and I only have a tad of spyware on here that I need to get off.

I love my digital camera.

I love school. Yes, I'm a big ol' nerd. I don't care. In a few short years, I will be away from my job at the chiro office and doing something with education or one of my degrees. In a few short years, I will have my Masters.

I love that I am able to finally call people true friends. I'm finally learning to trust people.

I love that I have lost 5 lbs in the last 2 months. It's not much, nor as quick as I'd like, but hey, it's a start.

Looks like the positives outweigh the negatives. I'm doing good, it seems. The only place to go is UP!

Love hate love
HIZZY

Current Music -- Scarlet Whore : The Shadows

No link of the day today. Due to the fact that I need to go out and find new ones.