I Want Candy

**I Want Candy is the most rockingest song in the world. It's by MC Chris, who voices the lovely singing voice of MC Pee Pants on Aqua Teen Hunger Force. I give I Want Candy 5 gigantic horns up**

I'm tired. I had a hard day today, with work and then a whopping 5 hours of school. Someone shoot me, for the love of god.

Nix is entering his shorts in the Tromadance Film Festival. It's pretty cool. Even if he doesn't win, it's still even cool to be considered for something like that.

I'd like to address something that's been on my mind for about a week now. Some of you may be well aware of some of the things going on between Beaver and Quill and Heather. It's a big mess. Now, I'm not going to sit here and defend Beaver's actions or try to justify why Steve and Heather are mad. I think all that is abundantly clear. What I am going to do is say, no wait, ask that everyone leave me the hell out of it. This means that if you call me, it better not be to talk about Steve or to talk about Beaver. Frankly, this shit happens every week. It's something different every time someone gets mad. I'm just really tired of hearing about it. I've got Beaver calling me 5 times a day to bitch about Steve and I've got Steve calling me almost every day to talk about how mad he is at Beaver or whatnot. I'm sick and fucking tired of it. I have too much on my own mind to be concerned with someone's views about something that I'm not even involved in, for once. I'm not saying don't call me, but you better have a better reason than to bitch about someone. I think there are a lot of people in this group who just really are getting sick of all this crap. How long can be beat this dead horse? Steve, if you don't want to be friends with Beaver, fine. Beaver, if that's how you feel about Steve and Heather, fine. I just don't want to hear it anymore. If you're gonna fight about it, fight about it. Just don't drag me into this.

End rant.

Ah, I feel better.

I'd like to introduce a new feature on the Hizzblog. I was tired of looking for fun links. Don't worry, they aren't gone forever. There will be an occasional fun link. However, lately I've felt like putting up a 'word of the day', me being the holder of a BA in English, it's fitting really.

I proudly present, the word of the day, for February 14, 2005

proclivity (pro-cliv-uh-tee) noun
an inclination or predisposition toward something; especially : a strong inherent inclination toward something objectionable

Example sentence : Beaver has had the proclivity for angering people lately

I am proclived to end this journal entry now. Happy Valentine's day
HIZZY

Fun, Fun, Fun

**Fun x 3 is by the Beach Boys. I grew up listening to oldies like this (thanks mom!). A pretty good song, definately not their best. 3 horns up**

Don't have a lot to write. I have a lot of things on my mind. I don't want to get into them on here. Too complicated.

I stole this from my friend Ross's journal over on Livejournal. You can find his journal here. He's good people.

I AM: a little sad, a little happy, a whole lotta stuff

I WANT: everyone to get along

I HAVE: a black car

I WISH: this fucking war would end

I HATE: anchovies and meatloaf

I MISS: Rancho at 2 am after a long night of drinking

I FEAR: rejection and spiders

I HEAR: a train

I SEARCH: for time to do everything I want to do

I LOVE: my family

I ACHE: in my neck

I WONDER: what's gonna happen next in The Drawing of the Three

I REGRET: not seizing opportunities when I had the chance

I ALWAYS: check my email before I go to bed

I DO NOT: exercise enough (I'm taking Ross's answer. It works)

I DANCE: only when I'm drunk or asked to

I SING:in my car and in my apartment.

I CRY: a lot lately

I AM NOT ALWAYS: the best person to tell a secret to

I WRITE: in 2 journals and my own uber-private one

I CONFUSE: that damn 'I before E except after C' thing

I NEED: a hug

I SHOULD: be doing homework

[ Yes or No .. ]

you keep a diary: yes, three

you like to cook: yeah, but I'm no good at it

you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes

you believe in love: yes

[ Do You .. ? ]

Have a(ny) crush(es): Yeah, he's lying asleep on my bed

Want to get married: maybe.

Get motion sickness: no

Think you're a health freak: no

Get along with your parents: pretty much

Like thunderstorms: yes yes yes

SIGN: Leo

NATURAL HAIR COLOR: medium brown

CURRENT HAIR COLOR: dark/medium brown/reddish tint

EYE COLOR: green

BIRTHPLACE: St. Louis, MO

[ Favorites ]

NUMBER: 42

COLOR: black, dark blue, red

DAY: Friday

MONTH: August

SONG: Youthanasia by Megadeth. It's been my favorite for about 5 years.

FOOD: Manicotti

SEASON: Spring

SPORT: Baseball, hockey

DRINK: Dr. Pepper, tomato juice

[ Preferences ]

CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? Making out, but I do love to cuddle.

CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? Chocolate milk

MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? Dark

VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? Chocolate

[ In the last 48 hours have you .. ]

CRIED? Yes

HELPED SOMEONE? Yes

BOUGHT SOMETHING? Yes

GOTTEN SICK? No

GONE TO THE MOVIES? Yes

GONE OUT FOR DINNER? Yes

WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? No.

TALKED TO AN EX? Yes

MISSED AN EX? Not really

WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? Yeah

HAD A SERIOUS TALK? Yeah, tried to.

MISSED SOMEONE? Yes

HUGGED SOMEONE? Yes

FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? Suprisingly, no

FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? No

Name 10 bands you listen to: Slayer, Pantera, Bob Marley, Megadeth, Cryptopsy, Scarlet Whore, Shadows Fall, Pink Floyd, Neil Young, Agathodaimon

name 8 things you hate:
1. People who cut me off
2. Those damn Eharmony.com ads
3. not being able to travel
4. Poker, Extreme Poker, Extreme Celebrity Poker -- basically all the poker shit on TV
5. When people don't take me seriously
6. Being tired all the time
7. When I do something stupid
8. Not being able to write a decent story/poem

[ Would you ever .. ]

1. Eat a bug? Yes

2. Bungee jump? Yes.

3. Hang glide? Yes
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4. Kill someone? Yeah, I think I would.

6. Kiss someone of the same sex? Done it.

7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? Maybe, but it'd take a lot of convincing

8. Parachute from a plane? Maybe

9. Walk on hot coals? Hmmm...perhaps

10. Go out with someone for their looks? Probably not.

11. For their reputation? Nope

12. Be a vegetarian? Can't. I'm Italian. We like meat

13. Wear plaid with stripes? Yeah

14. IM a stranger: Yeah

15. Sing karaoke? Yes, and I'm horrible at it

16. Get drunk? Not a lot lately.

17. Shoplift? Done it. Won't do it again.

18. Run a red light? Did it twice.

19. Star in a porn video? Nope

20. Dye your hair blue? Maybe not blue. Fire engine red would be nice.

21. Be on Survivor? No

22. Wear makeup in public? Yeah, I have and I would

23. NOT wear makeup in public? Yeah, I do it everyday.

24. Cheat on a test? I have never and will never.

25. Make someone cry? Not on purpose.Yeah

26. Call your math teacher a swear word? What math teacher? I've called several teachers swear words, but not to their faces.

27. Kick a baby? Nope

28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? Yeah

29. Cuss out a priest? Yeah, fucking pedophiles

30. Take a job as a janitor? Sure, I'm not too proud.

32. Stay up all through the night? Yeah

33. Drink straight espresso? No, I don't drink espresso

What an odd question to end on.

Couldn't have said it better myself, Ross.

Anyway, that's all for this episode. Stay tuned.

Bedtime,
HIZZY

Music - clickety click
Link - none today. I'm too lazy to look for one.